What If...

Dont you ever have that feeling when you doubt things like what if and what not. Well having that feeling makes you think bout lots of stuff. Well i guess its just an obstacle you have to go through just to see if its true or not like at times i think bout it but then again i know i really want it so im gonna work it out. Anyways today or this week hasnt been all that great like i really wanna go back to school so i could forget bout everything and another at least i wont be bored stuck at home. Like school is the only place i could relax cuz theres actually ppl there other than at home. I think its prolly cause i cant be alone drives me crazy. So today i was suppose to go workout with WC today but ionno wat happen and then i was suppose to go to the park but i got really tired for some reason then someone was suppose to visit but she couldnt and i understand -.- so i guess i had nothing to do again like always and TV gets boring after awhile and sleepin takes most of my day away so really i had nothing else to do but blog. Tomorrow i have an appointment to get my tooth pulled out then i have to go to the navy recruitin place to get my papers then i have an interview at subway then that goes my day. Anyways i have new goals for myself now. Like i need to get away from trouble for a better future so im not gonna party for awhile and also ima be above the influence. Another thing finish my community service somewhere cuz i need to finish it so i wont have a record -.- but finally monday i get out of probation :] ahah i know this blog was outta order but im just writing drop watever comes to my head.